Exhausted

I'm really exhausted...all my time revolve around Ashton, which is not a bad thing but really felt I have no time for myself...No sleep, cant watch TV in peace, cant surf net, cant go out with hubby for long hours, no time to chat with friends on the phone...and the stress of being monitored by mil that I know how to take care of Ashton on my own..and whenever hubby and I go out these few days, I always worry that she will mind that we go out and she have to take care of Ashton by herself..but she's quite supportive in all ways so quite glad that she's taking care of Ashton for us..